-Erin Van Vuren
Trust me, I dont understand it either.
You wake up to that Good morning, beautiful verse and every night you shut those innocent eyes thinking perhaps merely maybe this is it. This one is different.
As quick as the words fell from their cheeks, they are gone.
Its as though youve begun to anticipate the hollow hopes. Its like you know when the feeling affects that it’s not going to end in your kindnes. It ends with no apology , no see , no passion , good-for-nothing. Its a vicious cycle.
But you do it over and over again.
You keep downloading those dating apps reputing it is gonna be a different outcome when deep down you know the harsh truth. The harsh truth lies in the fact that as much as you dont want to believe it, it’s just not your time.
You now have to tell your best friend and mothers that once again It exactly didnt work out. Like a violate record they reassure you, Its him , not you. As if thats supposed to hinder the damage. But agony of another loss envelops you like that discoloured white tank crest you cant wear anymore and suddenly you cant help but shame yourself.
You begin to question your every move. Is my hair not long enough? Or should I cut it? I knew I should have worn those pink shoes .. Am I not skinny enough? Did I say something wrong? Maybe, I should have called him
There is nothing wrong with you
Do not question your image to amplification credence from another person. Do not tolerate anyone to stir you feel as though you have to do that. If he doesnt recognize your merit, then hes not someone merit fighting for. If it was meant to be then there wouldnt be any questions or any disbelieves. If “its been” real then you would be fully accepted.
You are unique in your very own special practice. Start working on whats happening in your brain and soul. Beauty is not about having the perfect organization, or the perfect face, or the perfect hair. It is about having a beautiful heart and a pure feeling; its about being able to let go of the ones that dont spur you to grow, Its about affection living and accepting it for exactly what it is.
And if nobody told you today you are so incredibly worth it .
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